Hello 2026-I am 33 Years Old, Mom of Two-be

 Hello Everyone , 

Its been a while , em nope its be a longggggg time to be here . My last post was on 2021 , so here is my life updated since then 

2022

March- Engaged with love of my life ! yes , the guy that i am talking about

December - We married to each other yay

2023

February- Pregnant for my first born

November - Giving birth to my first born , Tuah Ehsan 

2024

Juggling life as a mom , wife, worker , pumping mom - it is so tiring !

2025

Kehidupan seperti biasa . 

2026

January- Pregnant again ! hahahaha 

February- Resigned with my current job , argh kalau ingt sedih but the toxicity is beyond and i cannot handle anymore. So, resigned!

May - Landed new job with new environment, huhuh it was hard since i left my comforable place, but to be accepted during pregnant for this job , there is so much that i should be grateful for . 

So here we are now , July 2026 !

2 months left before i give birth to my second born . Scared , nervous but somehow i cant wait to meet my number two , just like me. Second born . 

Sebenarnya banyak je benda nk tulis , tapi macam tak berkesempatan nk cerita apa cheh . 

So later lah i sambung .

Okay tu je, see you again .

February to August Update !

 Hello , Assalamualaikum !

Its been a while ! resolusi awal tahun konon nak menulis selalu , tapi tetap lah kelaut . 

and today dah 2 ogos pon , lagi 4 bulan , we will end our 2021 . Rasa sekejap , sebab all of us still in lock down phase . It was depressing . walaupun orang nampak kita okay , but hm diri sendiri je tahu .

Oh my previous diet thingy , it is officially out . HAHAHA . New UPDATE : I officially landed a new job at Johor Bahru last Februaru . Seronok sedih , bersyukur all in all . I got to be near with my parents after so long . Menjalani kehidupan lock down yang dah berbulan bersama keluarga , after all , i bersyukur in any way . 

Kalau boleh tak nak cakap pasal covid , it was sad . Sedih tengok orang yang terjejas in any way . I hope Allah swt will grant them jannah , sabr for all of them . Moga moga ada hikmah setiap yang berlaku . 

and update my love life kakakakakaka ; love lifa sangat . 

I MET SOMEONE ! kahkahkah setelah berbelas tahun cinta tidak hadir ,cinta ke kite wak ? hahaha i met someone . THRU ONLINE ! and it was surreal feeling eh , rasa macam biar betul . I JUST GRATEFUL TO MET SOMEONE LIKE HIM . TOTALLY !I can call him Mr S. Wow

SxS =till jannah ! nyampah kowwwwwww hahahaha

bila umur dah nak 30 (omg less than 2 years) , berkenalan-bercinta-suka ni , jadi simple , cheh padahal aque tetap la overthinking. borak pon benda penting , tapi you can feel his presence kan gitu . Nyampah la sappy sappy feeling ni . by right , i doaa that he's the one for me . Mr S ni not my type  doww tapi i realize that im happy with him that feeling to mcm entah , itulah cinta mungkin ,dia tak kecoh ,dia chill ,dia ada effort , dia tak gelabah , sebab aku je kene gelabah sorg , dia kene cool selalu . hahaha . Im Happy and i know he is something that worth to fight gituuuh. 

I am far from perfect but try my best to be the best version of me . cuma bila pandemik ni , we stuck doing the same routine , so the conversation bit dry but i can feel that dia pon tetap beriya nak berborak ,kalau aque memangla selalu beriya . HAHAHAH PLS DOAKAN OKAY ! even i dont know siapa lah bacaa blog aku di zaman ini . 

so till then , Semoga kita semua di jauhkan dari wabak penyakit , di lindungi dan setiasa dalam rahmat Allah swt . I wish everything goes well , for you and for me.

Be grateful in wahtever happen . 

Love You GUYS ! TIBEEH macam ada peminat . 

2021 resolution

Hallo everyone ! It's PKP 2.0 Day-3! still sane and alive alhamdulilah . Harap semua dalam keadaan yang baik baik belaka dan sihat selalu . 

Happy New Year 2021 . Every year we will have our own resolution and blergh every year mesti semangat di tahun baru jurrr, but this year ,  i will working and make this healthy life-balance to one of my resolution . I want to be healthy + slim ( bonus) . I want to look good for me . I want to be better . I want to leave the insecurity .I want to love myself more . 

Dah start study untuk kira kalori since disember haritu and now try lagi , bukan lah tak boleh makan fast food , cakes bla bla but try to reduce it . tapi tetap akan enjoy those fun foods sekali sekala . Well, i hope this is not 'hangat hangat tahi ayam'. Wish me luck ! Have a good 2021 !

May Allah bless us in every journey we took. 

PKP 2.0 (13-26January 2021)

Ya Allah please give me the best for my deen , me , my family and people around me . 

I'm doing my best to stay true to myself , give me chance to get near to my parents , please give me chance for me to spend more time with them , please keep my family safe while they are far away , grant them jannah , grant them sabr, grant them patience and give the best for them , love them and care them like they care for me . 

Giving More

 Sunday with Sakinah 

Hai Assalamualaikum !

Dah bulan November and currently sekarnag tengan CMCO for Selangor . Dah almost sebulan dah Selangor CMCO   then ni sambung lagi until 6 Disember , bermakna tiada pergerakan rentas negeri dibernarkan . Sobbbssss . Dah sebulan tak balik rumah , bertabahla. 

Nothing happen , life as usual , CMCO aku kerja macam biasa , cuma masa dekat office jadi cut, aku masuk shift petang 1-5 , so kat rumah pepagi boleh buat sarapan dulu lah , kemas kemas. It was fine for me, Alhamdulilah . 

Tapi for some people yang tereffect betul dengan COVID-19 ni , rasa macam Ya Allah , kalau aku dekat tempat dorang macam mana la , yang kene buang kerja terlalu ramai , yang nak survive untuk makan pon ramai . So buat yang masih ada kerja elok elok , bersyukurlah , everyone is fighting to have your spot okay . Less complain !(especially to me !) . 

Kalau yang masih ada rezeki lebih boleh la sedekah dekat mereka yang memerlukan , banyak NGO yang boleh kite donate , share rezeki . Takkan miskin orang yang bersedekah , percayalah dalam rezeki kite ,ada bahagian orang lain. Haritu ada terbaca , kalau kite rasa kite nak jatuh miskin or kurang duit , kite boleh cepat cepat sedekah kerana Allah , nanti ada la rezeki yang datang , cume sekarang ni as citizen , other than sedekah ,kite boleh support bisnes kecil , yang COD makanan tu , boleh la tengok dan order , macam macam orang jual , tak de duit nak beli ? Share , Like pon pada mereka dah memadai , maybe kite jadi asbab orang lain beli jualan mereka . 

So we give more and we will get more , InsyaAllah .

Till then, 

disclaimer : haywire sungguh content hahah

Kuey Teow Goreng Bujang

Assalamualaikum !

Harini is Ahad . Sunday with Sakinah !

So , harini nak berkongsi resepi kuey teow yang mudah ringkas dan insyaAllah sedap.

Disclaimer

kalau blog kene rajin membaca jadi saya kongsi resepi dan cara-cara , kalau nak laju tengok instagram okay ?

Bahan-bahan

Dikisar/tumbuk

a)Bawang putih

b)Bawang besar/merah

c)Cili padi (ikut keperluan)

Bahan bahan lain

a)Kuey Teow 

b)Sumber protein ( ayam/udang/daging)

c)Cili Kisar

d)Sos Cili

e)Kicap manis & pedas (saya guna jenama mahsuri)

f)Daun Kuchai

g)Bebola Ikan

h)Taugeh

i)Daun Kucai

j)Minyak bijan

Cara cara

1)Kisar bahan yang perlu dikisar

2)Panaskan minyak , sikit je sebab kuey teow ni kan macam berminyak nanti lagi berminyak tak best

3)Masukkan bahan kisar , tumis sampai la cantik , sebenarnya tak tahu sampai bila tapi sebab ni resepi makan sendiri agak agak lah gituuh 

4)Dah sedap bau masukkan cili kisar , dalam 1 sudu makan . kacau kacau sebati

5)Bila dah naik minyak sikit , masukkan air biar macam basah sikit gituu

6) Masukkan protein (sebab aku tak guna protein sebab malas terus masukkan fishball)

7)Masukkan sos cili , kicap , kalau ada sos tiram boleh letak , saya tak letak 

8)Saya guna lobak merah so masukkan lobak sebab nak bagi warna tu menarik

9)Then kacau kacau , masukkan garam sikit , gula sikit sebab sos tu semua dah ada gula so sikit sikit je tambah.Saya tambah minyak bijan bau dia lagi sedap macam kuey teow kedai cina,sedap !

10)Rasa dah sedap semua, masukkan kuey teow , basuh la dulu jangan la tak basuh kan

11)Kacau sebati ,masukkan taugeh then daun kuchai .

12)Then wala !

Memandangkan in kuey teow dapur bujang , so semua kene agak agak . portion dia , jangan la masak nak makan berempat sedangkan nak makan sorang , aku buat lebih kurang 2 bahagian sebab nak makan sekali untuk dinner , maleh den nak masak 2 kali . So boleh cuba! 

Till then!

Eat+Sleep=Repeat

 Assalamaualaikum everyone ! 

Wake me up when September end ...😴

And pufff we are in October 2020 ! 2 more months until the most-unexpected-year but we have to have faith with Allah swt on what is going on is thiss !!! surreal kan ? kalau recap 2020 ni in my life ,stagnant . I'm still working at the same company , still have boring weekend routine - sleep-cleaning-eat-repeat , have my family around me and the same cycle , pergi kerja balik kerja . 

And here i am , in Sunday , dah lepas masak for lunch and dinner , harini special sikit masak nasi ayam hainan . resepi campak campak tapi lupa letak kiub ayam dah masak baru la perasan 😫

Last week was hectic for Malaysian okay , dengan kes Covid 19 boom naik mendadak disebabkan oleh orang balik dari Sabah for pilihanraya , Menteri KPT lambat buat pengumuman to all the IPT student supaya Online Distance Learning , dah sampai asrama baru tahu , kena balik then no money then all malaysia reunited untuk tolong all the student to stay at their home , giving them money , carpool with them and etc etc. I wonder if this happened at other country rasanya dah huru hara dah riot , tapi Malaysian kan , tetap aman , even dekat twitter tu dah macam perang with all the opinion , with all the bashing and so on . Malaysian ni even kita tak ada la duit banyak tapi the empati dan sempati tu tinggi , so tetap akan ada orang yang bantu sesama kite , the special of us 💓💓

Actually tak ada la topik sangat tapi saja nak tulis ,sebab dah sebulan tak tulis . just sharing my little thoughts ! hope there is someone read this hahahah

Hari ini juga hari lahir Abah yang ke 57

"Semoga Abah sentiasa dalam rahmat dan kasih sayang Allah swt , diberi kesihatan yang baik , diberi tubuh badan yang sihat agak boleh sentiasa beribadah kepada-Mu , diberi rezeki yang melimpah ruah , dikelilingi segala yang baik dan terlalu baik , semoga peluh abah yang mengalir mencari rezeki menjadikan asbab  beliau  menjadi  penghuni Syurga mengetuai kami suatu hari nanti . Tak tergambar perasaan cuma doa buatmu dari kejauhan. Love You Abah- Kina"

Till Next Time

Love💗,

Kina.

27 and counting ..

 Assalamualaikum semua !

It is been so long , and i'm back to write .👋 One of the passion that i left behind years ago , kalau duluu suka sangat la menulis , dengan ayat puitis lah apa lah , tapi sekarang nak tulis pon berkarat lepastu macam tak pandai tulis . hahahaha . dangg!✊ (ayat belogspot sangat)

Walaupun rasa tak ada pun orang baca😂 tapi nak share , i am 27 years this year😱 , tak ingat la buat blog dari umur berapa 15 kot ke 14 ? then dah 27 sekarang !! insaneeee hahahaha . kalau dulu masa umur 23 target dah 27 kahwin dah ada anak , kerja stable hahahahah sekarang truthfully jujurnya single sendu hahahahahah 😁😁😁😁😁. but i'm glad that i'm happy and content . Syukur Alhamdulilah . kerja stable walau gaji tak besar tapi masih ada peluang untuk bekerja dan memenuhi kehendak diri sendiri .🙌🙌🙌🙌 

Dilema umur dah 27 ni offf courselaah pasal kahwin , bila nak kahwin , antara ayat dari makcik baawang .😓😓😓kenapa bodoh sangat tak pandai cari pakwe , kenapa tak kenal kenal , kenapa tak kenapa tu , and aku hanya mampu ketawa . APA INGAT CARI SUAMI TU SENANG ????? HAHAHAH😩😩😩 ( i wish i can talk to them like that !!!!) hahaha takdela chill je , to be truth iye berdebar biloo nk kahwin tapi at the other side , i chill jurrrrr 💅💅, dia macam ni taw kalau takde orang yang sibuk sibuk tak ada apa pun . same goes to eveything that happen, tak kisalah pasal study , ke kerja ke , kalau kau sendiri rasa tenang and happy , benda tu okay je . cume jangan la tenang sangat kot , masalahnya diri sendiri ni , rasa tenang , dan aku tahu benda ni merunsingkan mak abah di rumah 👀😆tu . ahhahahahah bukan tak usaha , ada la tapi usaha tak banyak hahahahahah mungkin saya akan usahakn lebih usaha . yelakan , nak cari suami ni bukan macam cari ikan di pasar , you choose you pick and go , it is more than that . mungkin yang dah kahwin mesti faham , bukan soal memilih sangat , tapi nak jumpa yang sesuai tu mungkin ambil masa . 👫👰

Wooow first time sungguh diri ini open up berkenaan jodoh in public ,sebab rasa benda ni private and bukan semua suka kita rant , lelagi kalau dekat instagram . benda tu dari suka akan jadi annoyed . so sebolehnya kite jadilah manusia yang tak triggered orang untuk annoyed dengan kite . hahahha. bila umur dah 27 ni malas nak drama , malas nak rasa tereffected dengan orang , 🙆💜nak go with the flow , nak happy happy . Wow! matang kan saya ,, hahaahahah . oh my god , i miss writing , writing share all my feeling . Thank you blogspot cause still existing even i think 2% je dari orang dekat dunia ni bukak , but nevermind . 👀

Hope you have a great weekend with your loved ones! love 💝

Tanggungjawab .

Melewati dewasa ini , kadang kadang perkara yang kau sendirit tak sangka, akan jadi dekat diri sendiri.Betullah, bila orang cakap zaman sekolah /belajar lah paling seronok. Free dan tanpa memikirkan tanggungjawab . Tanggungjawab yang digalas waktu itu hanyalah , seorang hamba, seorang anak , seorang pelajar , seorang rakan , seorang anak murid . Bukan secara materialnya tanggungjawab itu . Dan semakin dewasa , tanggungjawab menjadi tanggungjawab material , keperluan itu dan ini , keperluan memenuhi keperluan keluarga , nafsu diri , kelengkapan ,kemudahan ,. Ah terlalu serabut dan banyak untuk difikirkan .

cuma nya,

manusia dan tanggungjawab tidak pernah akan habis , hanya sehingga nyawa kau ditarik sang malaikat dan kau berjalan gagah atau longlai menuju tuhan. sehingga itulah tanggungjawab di dunia habis . di akhirat nanti , masih banyak tanggugjawab yang perlu di laksanakan . bertanggungjawab kah aku di dunia ? terlaksana dengan adil kah tanggunggjawab yang Tuhan suruh aku lakukan ?

berat tapi itulah dia ,

moga kita sama sama masuk Syurga dia .

eh dah 2019 , aku tak rasa ada orang akan baca penulisan macam ni , semoga masing masing yang sudah dewasa dapat tunaikan tanggungawab dengan adil & saksama . moga moga ada pemimpin negara yang diakhirnya tahu tanggungjawab mereka bukan calang bukan kepalang . Sebelah di Syurga sebelah di ... (tak nak lah cakap ) sebab aku pon belum tentu tak termasuk dalam golongan itu .

26 tahun aku harini , di hari jadi ibu ke 54 .

Final Year !

Hey, it been a while,errr nope its been a loooong time I've been here and I miss to write so much. The blogging era was so outdated nowadays since pipol jump into Instagram apps, yah, who have the time to write now right?

and saluted to those who still write ,and hello im on my final semester degree !! im going to finish my degree on this January 2018, o Allah please ease my way , there's nothing i could ask for then having my degree scroll on my 25th birthday and maybe a fiance maybe ?hahaha or maybe nice/nephew ? lololo random thought pipol ! what Allah gives me is what the best for me insyallah !

as you grow older, you are not getting away from worried about what the future hold looks like , still, you must have the highest faith in Allah swt , since He is the best planner after all , we as the slave only kan pray and make effort on what we really want but still, all the things happened clearly had their own reason ,

whoever comes across this blog, please pray for my degree! Amin !

Insyallah see ya later  

The less you care , the happier you will be

Assalamualaikum , it's been a loooong time kannnnn , i've not posting any since 2014 .and we are now on new year mood 2016 sudeeh . hope all the positive vibes surround you all the wayy .Aminn

2015 had thought me a brand new things ,more to life matter i guess , love? naaaah , jodoh mak masih sesat nakkk , to be honest , as you grow up ,it is easy to differentiate what's the good and bad for you, who's loving you all the way and who's ready to leaving you . and what you have to taken care and what you must learn to let it go . In my life friends are the most  important things after my family ,and  to those who stayed through the journey until today , i didn't regret to meet you cause you are the one that make my life much more meaningful and to someone who's leaving , thank you because you had just give me a  good memories to be hold and surely that memories will not be replaced by anyone . I'm not regretting what had happen , but  just to be thankful on what had happen is what the best is .



and whaddupfor 2016 , may allah bless and ease our journey , to be the best as ALLAH's slave, to be able to do moreee good deed , to be able to lend our hand , and to be able to make more smile to everyone . insya'allah . to more heartless session to come wuyaaa

 Love ,
Norsakinah zainol

End

Assalamualaikum 

after few months i left this site , rindu pulak terasa hehe . nd ade something yang nak share ni , alhamdulilah , i've complete my diplomaa ! through the ups and down , dan extend ! aku dapat habiskan juga , pointer tu biasa2 jela , tapi aku rasa dh dapat complete ni satu rahmat besar dah allah bagi , alhamdulilah

kalau ikot cerita aku masa diploma , aku rasa kalau pada orang yg tak lalui mesti akan rasa kebabangangan aku untuk stay dalam diploma in sains ni , yela dari part 1 ade repeat paper hokeh , kau cakap je paper ape , entahlah , rasa dah buat yang terbaikk sekali , tapi mase tu rezeki belom berpihak kot pada aku , and aku extend ni disebabkan satu perkara , iaitu aku pernah kene dismiss uitm ! aku dismiss bukan sebab pointer , tapi sebab dah amik paper lebih 3 kali , choi ! memang lah masa tu rasa dunia tu dah berakhir , tapi entah masa tu aku kuatkan semangat , dengan pertolongan bestfriend aku la aku pegi bank , pejabat pos nak gi pos surat rayuan ke rektor uitm mase tu , allahu , masa tu aku sem 4 nak masuk sem 5 , bayangkan la kalau start from scratch balik dari mula , sakit ! masa tu jangan kan air mata , air hingus pon melelehh je , yela sedih , nak bagitahu parents pon aku takot sebabnye nanti takot dorg marah , tapi bile aku share dekat mak abah dorang releks je ,even aku tahula hati dorg pon gundah gulana . after 3 weeks aku tunggu rayuan tu , rezeki kan , aku masuk balik tapi aku kne carry sikit subjek , 4 je kot mase tu , mase tula aku tekad , busuk2 pon aku kne gak habiskan diploma aku ni, dan semester seterusnya aku baiki diri , hahah tak pergi karoke , entahlah , aku rasa bila aku tak karoke , hidup ni macam ada keberkatan , senang je masuk belajor huhu

 dan semester 7 lah berakhirnya perjalan diploma aku yang penuhh warna warni , semangat tu yang penting pada aku , dan kene la pandai-pandai puasa jalan , jalan tu boleh tapi jangan la selalu kan , emm pada aku la , pada org lain yang otak geniius , tak belajo pon pandaikan ? hehe 

first of all , thanks allah , for this oppurtunity , untuk aku terus merubah diri dan berjasa kepada keluarga aku , huhu , then a big thanks to abah emak akak yang sanggup hantar aku pontian-pilah-pontian , hui kalau kira duit tol berapa ribu dah habis kat jalan , mekasih mak abah akak , adik takkan sia-siakan ape yang dah mak abah harapkan , akak pon :) untuk kawan-kawan susah senang kat pilah , mas , mimi , nuren , sya , wanie , diba , efa , eja , ayu , yana , kak long , time kasih untuk sokongan padu , aku mula-mula tak yakin boleh lepas sem ni , tapi dengan dorang la ni , belajar sesama nanges sesama hehe . thanks korang ! untuk mag6 kesayangan , mekasih , kalau aku mintak doa , tak pernah lokek , even korang dah ke menara gading pon tetap ingt aku ,  untuk semua kengkawan yang aku selalu mintak doakan tu , mekasih korang ! doakan aku dapat jejak ke degree pulak ye ? amin ya rabbal alamin

this journey is an amazing journey to be remember :)

dan alhamdulilah , norsakinah zainol , officially ended diploma :)

The Fault in Our Stars

“Because you are beautiful. I enjoy looking at beautiful people, and I decided a while ago not to deny myself the simpler pleasures of existence”
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

Redha

kadang-kadang ALLAH bagi satu dugaan tu kite tak tahukan apa hikmah dia , dia selitkan tu apa . tapi bila masa dan ketika , lama-lama kite akan faham dugaan tu , hebat mana kite terima , hebat mana kite redha . Aku seronok tengok kejayaan orang , aku tak pernah lagi pegang anugerah dekan sepanjang tempoh pengajian aku diploma selama 3 tahun ni , memang orang kata rasa rugi sebab time diploma la nak merasa dekan , tapi tuhan je tahu diri sendiri punya kemampuan macam mana , teruk nangis aku , pedih perit aku nak habiskan , dan insyaallah akan habiskan bulan 10 ni , tapi sepanjang dugaan ni , paling aku percaya atas redha , redha dan terimalah segalah dugaan , nanti mesti allah bagi jalan paling cantik , paling smooth , dan aku lebih rela diberi dugaan dalam urusan aku sendiri , kiranya dalam pelajaran aku , bukan dugaan keluarga ke , dugaan kawan ke , takpelah perit mana dugaan tu , biar aku je sorang rasa macam apa rasa dia , bukan keluarga aku terutama sekali . Kadang-kadang kecewa dengan diri sendiri sebab belom banggakan apa-apa pon dekat mak abah , kalau org lain dah habis diploma , dah jejak ijazah , sedangkan bestfriend aku pon dah jejak , hati mana tak rapuh kan , nangis tu toksah cerita la , tapi aku masih percaya nanti tuhan tu akan beri jugak yang terbaik , selagi usaha masih terdaya , semua benda tak mustahilkan ? korang-korang doakan la aku habis diploma sains ni , without any paper tersekat dan dapat sambung ke ijazah macam orang lain , ngee .doa orang luar kan paling mustajab hehe .  take care sume !

assalam

Perahu Kertas

Perahu kertasku kan melaju
Membawa surat cinta bagimu
Kata-kata yang sedikit gila
Tapi ini adanya

Perahu kertas mengingatkanku
Beratapa ajaibnya hidup ini
Mencari-cari tambatan hati
Kau sahabatku sendiri

Hidupkan lagi mimpi-mimpi
(cinta-cinta) cita-cita
Yang lama ku pendam sendiri
Berdua ku bisa percaya

Reff:
Ku bahagia kau telah terlahir di dunia
Dan kau ada diantara milyaran manusia
Dan ku bisa dengan radarku menemukanmu

Tiada lagi yang mampu berdiri halangi rasaku
Cintaku padamu…

(Perahu Kertas , 2014)

another amayzing story #kinasuggestbaca 

salam and regards,

sakinahzainol ,

Rain

And it is He Who sends the winds as heralds of glad tidings, going before His Mercy (rain). Till when they have carried a heavy-laden cloud, We drive it to a land that is dead, then We cause water (rain) to descend thereon. Then We produce every kind of fruit therewith. Similarly, We shall raise up the dead, so that you may remember or take heed. 

(  سورة الأعراف  , Al-Araf, Chapter #7, Verse #57)

Awaken II

Assalamualaikum


it was the depressing week for all  malaysian , on Monday night , our beloved Prime Minister , inform how mh370 ended in indian ocean . Without any evidence yet , malaysian mourn , i think everyone is sad , even we are not knowing any passenger inside mh370 , the love toward our brother and sister must be felt right ? It can show that all of us have pure heart and we are really Malaysian ! From this incident,the western news try to make up story that making our country look so bad in the eyes of the world . such a sad right ? but i think this is the time , where all Malaysian , no matter what races or religious you are ,should stand together to stand strong behind our country ! Make them shut their mouth off and looking at us at a good way not define us such as terrorist or what.

Then , on 26 March 2013 . i scroll down my instagram and inform that one of the pioneer blogger , sis Ami Scaheera had passed away . She's fighting for leukemia for about 4 years . I'm just a fan of her, the era when the scarflets pop-up , i started stalking her blog  The blog before sputnik sweetheart i think , looking at the good picture , good fashion , and the very soft smile can't show that she is everyday sick . She's living her life so good every day . The smile that she shown in her every picture , sometimes hide the pain that she feel . Sis Ami is such a strong person . You are such an inspiration sis , FOREVER AND ALWAYS :) Al-fatihah ..


And the most depressing is final exam is kicking off this week and i had gone thru 2 paper for this week , and 4 paper is waiting for me ! hihi . I'm not a good student , and it was not-so-amayzing life as diploma student , naa"ah , my friend is amayzing ! my study is not-so , biasa2 je . So I'm here to ask for your doa's for my final paper ! hihi * takmalu mintak doa kat orang * doakan lulus sume paper pon okay ! hahaah . hope that i can survive till the end and my semester holiday is coming ! can't wait to be at home , i'm missing my family so much , such a nerve wrecking to have those paper around you , i need good food , jalan2 , some money . puhahaha . please ? pray for me ! thanks !

regard and love !
sakinah zainol 

Awaken

bismillahirrahmanirrahim



it's been a long time i left my blog , and from day to day , i have been missing to write . and to share my opinion . life so far is so good and alhamdulilah , it treat me very well with love around , it such a bliss !first of all , I would like to share the sadness about what had happen to #mh370 , it such a tragic and only ALLAH know what really happen.let’s recite al-fatihah to those were on board . may the family and friends had courage to accept what’s happen to their loved ones.

So , I’m on my "should" last semester , and unfortunately , I had to extend my diploma for another one semester , it such a sad , cause friends gonna leave me by this april and I still got another semester to gone through , but I believe something good is ahead and in front . so I’m enjoying the time as extended student . hihi .This early 2014 had teach me quite a lot lesson , to accept the truth , how to accept the bitter truth , to handle some friends , to appreciate those people around us , cause we don’t know when is our last good bye . so when there's still time , show some love people ! you won't regret later . hihi . i'm on my mission improving my suck english and if you really think my english is such an ass , i'm sorry ! 

21 quite a big number for me , and I’m still learning and enjoying the life.love !i've got a lot of mission ready to tick-on , and i'm ready to make a move ! wait up people ! :)

till here , regards and love !sakinahzainol

"The kingdom of the heavens and the earth and everything in them belongs to Allah. He has power over all things." ( Surat al-Ma'ida: 5:120)

 

Life So Far

2013 treated me with a roller coaster ride , with full of emotion , love , lost , pain , failure , but still getting stronger and stronger till today , insya"allah

hello my awesome 2014 , may ALLAH bless us with such a good year , a good day ahead , success that came toward us , and with some love around us ( dude's love maybeeee? ) LOL , take care and have a blast year everyone , 21 and countingggggg !

Cheese Cake Kukus Ringkas

amboih , cuti cuti sedunia ni terus update blog "cheese cake" setelah , angan -angan melebihi impian dan harini , dan sebetulnya baruu je tadi dah pandai buat kek ! *proudmummy* even tak dela topping topping bagai tapi bile tengok kek tu naik cantik hiuya suka ! even mengelat sebab guna tepung blue key *tepungnaiksendiri* ah ade aku kisah , janji jadii ! nah makcik share resepi , selamat mencuba :)

bahan bahannye

buttercup ,5 keping cheesedale , gula kastor , 4 biji telur , fresh milk , tepung blue key*mengelat* , 4 sudu makan atau lebih sunquick


cara-caranya

1)Buttercup dan gula kastor tu di pukul sehingga gebu , guna mixer ke . sukatan untuk gula castor tu ,guna 1 cawan (cawan minum teh )
2)sementara tu , 5 keping cheesedale dan 200 ml fresh milk di cairkan guna api yang perlahan ,
3)masukkan telur 4 biji tu satu persatu dalam adunanan gula dan buttercup yang dah gebu . then masukkan tepung blue key 2 cawan . pukul sehinggan gebu .
4)after tu , masukkan 4 sudu sunquick tu dalam adunan dan kacau , sunquick ni nak kurangkan rasa muak kek tu , so kalau nak lebih pon boleh :)
5)akhir masukkan cheese dan fresh milk yang dah cair tu dalam adunan semua tu
6)masukkan adunan dalam loyang yang dah disapukan butter
7) kukus selama 1 jam !
8)siap !


dan inilah hasilnyaaaaa :)

salam dan selamat mencubaaa !